You found me once on here and I hope you find me again because this one is for you.
I've been hearing wonderful tales about your misguided attempts at rekindling that lonely little flame you thought was once there with someone else's boyfriend. When are you going to get it through that thick skull of yours that nothing will happen between you and him?
He never had feelings for you then, and he sure as hell doesn't have feelings for you now. He wants to settle down and have kids with her, not you. You were just his last resort option when he was too drunk to care.
Now, I know you love him more than anything. But he doesn't love you back and definitely does not want anything to do with you. I know that may be a bit harsh, but it's something that needs to be said. I was once there too, and I know how much it hurts for the feelings to not be mutual. I'm not trying to be hurtful, but I think once you realize that things will never blossom between the two of you, the faster you can heal and move on.
But think about what you are doing. You are trying to ruin someone else's happiness to gain your own. Pull your head out of your ass and start living your own life. How would you feel if you finally found a REAL MAN that was worth your time, and some stupid ho tried to tempt him and take him away from you? Wouldn't you feel pissed and betrayed?
You need to stop what you are doing and think about how your actions are affecting others. I know that's really hard for you to do, because you are the most self absorbed person I have ever known. Sorry honey, the world doesn't revolve around you. We are stuck in this thing called life, and it's not always going to be a walk in the park. You have to pick your head up and move on. But if you continue to have a "woe is me" kind of attitude, then life will just be extra miserable for you and everyone around you. You're going to have to sift through all the bad apples to get the one worth keeping, but that doesn't mean you get to have your way with someone else's good apple. Sorry Princess, it just doesn't work that way. You have to earn the good things in life.
Your recent actions have made many people question you and your moral character. I suggest you take a look at your own life and adjust a few things before you lose any more friends. Or as I like to call them in your case- kiss asses. :)
